I am grateful for having the power to decide what kind of life I really want. It is such a privilege to be able to genuinely honest with my self about what I want and what I feel.

It is cool to let myself feels whatever feelings that I have, without any pretension to anyone. 

I am grateful that I could let my self be vulnerable, but still know my limits. I still have my head above water, most of the time. I am okay with the fact that I cannot have all the things I wanted to have. 

I am now kind of understand, other people's feeling is not my responsibility. Some people may hate me or unhappy with me, I will still be me and care about them as long as I want. 

I am so grateful I have a great circle of kind people who always remind me that I have a good life and what other people's said will not define me as a person. I am the one who defines my own self. And I am thankful for those. 

I know it won't be easy all the time. There will be ups and down. There will be hard times. There will be good times. That is how life should be. 

I am grateful for life.